another loss

A little over 2 wks. ago, we found out we we’re expecting again. I was VERY excited, yet a little anxious as well, maybe a little more so b/c of the early miscarriage we suffered back in May. Because of me having a previous miscarriage, the Dr. was watching me VERY carefully. I was going in to have my hcg levels checked every other day, to see if they we’re doubling as they we’re supposed to. All was going well when they compared my levels the day before Christmas Eve.  However, when I went back after Christmas they we’re not nearly as high as they should have been. In the past week, it has become clear that this pregnancy too would end in miscarriage, apart from a miracle from God. God has given me great peace, not that I don’t have my moments mind you. He’s teaching me to trust Him more than ever, to believe Him, even when it looks as if His promises won’t be fulfilled, to worship Him alone, and realize that He is enough. I want to honor Him in my response to all of this  and to bring Him glory. I want to trust Him with ALL my heart. I will not deny the pain that this has brought me. It is real!  It hurts! It’s so great to know that life is truly in the hands of God. I can trust His heart when I cannot see HIs hand. I am still awaiting closure with all of this, waiting to miscarry.” God is teaching me that truly His grace is sufficient, and His power is  made perfect in my weakness.”

“The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away, blessed be the name of the Lord.”

A promise He’s given me:

“I WILL turn their mourning into gladness; I WILL give them comfort and joy instead of sorrow.”

Jeremiah 31:13

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